Suicide Romance

MOVED TO LJ!

2007-02-06T19:45:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE! RELINK ME! I've moved to LJ.
http://summerfacade.livejournal.com/
See ya'll there. <33333

Emo

2007-02-05T17:31:00.000+08:00

I had lotsa fun with my dear Ting ting today! School is fun with her around. Wahahaha. Morning, met SJ before meeting ting and ling. We had biscuits from my darling tingting today! Yay! I love that biscuit. LOL. We board the bus, stopped at school and off to school. Siti sat with me during Chem, we talked abt the soccer match SG Vs Thailand. Talked abt what she did yest and stuff. SS was boring, Mr Lee was being fucked up again abt the whole test thing. WTF! He himself said last week, don't do the test since I didn't go find him after school on wed. And today, he scolded me for not finding him. WTF man. MR LEE, YOU SUCK! Ass! I wasn't in the mood during his lesson. -roll eyes-. Anyway, Cons came later and we chatted during CME. It was boring anyway. Recess, chatted with Vern, Bran and Sasa. English was next and it was fun! LOL. We had to do this work, it talks abt love. We have to write an introduction on 1) A love lost & 2) Falling in love for the first time. I can't really write for both since I'm not well experienced in it. :P Then, for qn 1, we have to write it so emo! Ting's introduction was SO EMO ! LOL! Since then, Ting have been acting emo. It was so funny! Math was ok, Petrick was acting like a fool when Mrs Tan was on her way to the classroom & she saw. Haha! MT was ok, as Cikgu Aziz gotta leave early for the soccer match againsh ACS(I), we sorta had a free period. Siti kept disturbing me, very irritating. :(
Went to find Nedu after school to ask her to postpone the test for me to tmr since I had a headache. She was nice to let me do it tmr! Yay! Now, at least I've the time to study. :D Then waited for my darling to finish her lunch and we're off. Bought waffle and we chatted. On the way home, Ting was acting emo! Again with her nonsense! I love going home with her. Endless crap from her. Hahaha. I LOVE YOU, darling!
Oh, I asked Ridzuan abt the girl. Haha. Ass! He asked me the same qn back.

Okay, last night SG Vs Thailand match. BAh! The Thais was playing rough once again! Y'know before the match starts and all the players gotta shake hands, the Thais players had fucked up faces! Wah, not happy huh? :P The game had a lot of fouls. I hate Thailand players, no 2 and no 7. They played so rough esp no 7! Ass man that player. The referee should have sent him out! No discipline on field. My house was noisy as my whole family was screaming. It would be waaayy more fun if I'm watching with my cousins. All the endless cursing! Wahaha. Anyway, I'm glad S'pore won. :D

Hope is a driving factor in helping us stay on course in life.
It may feel as though it comes and goes,
but in reality there is always hope,
there is always a chance for something else to happen,
and you need to have faith that it will.
-----
Hold me so close,
I can hear your heartbeat
Kiss me until I can't breathe
Wipe away every tear that I cry
Love me till the very day that I die
Show me how much I mean to you
Help me when I'm feeling down
Show me how to get through
Catch me every time I fall.
& most importantly, never
Walk away & make me lose it all.
-----
times were tough, but the memories remain,
situations were rough, but we overcame.
side by side; together we grew.
cause when its said and done,
i`ll look back on a friend like you <3
-----
we're just silly little girls
who fall in love way to easily,
laugh way too hard,
act like complete dumb asses,
make our lives way more
dramatic than they should be,
talk way too much shit,
and would be completely lost
without each other.

SINGAPORE WINS AFC! :D

2007-02-04T22:23:00.000+08:00

YAY! YAY! YAY! I'M SUPER HAAAPPPYYYY THAT SINGAPORE WON THE AFC! bwahahahahaha to Thailand. GO SINGAPORE! YOU ROCK! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Congrats to players on both field & bench!

Whoo! I'm too happy to blog now. But I do have a LOT of comments on the game. SO, tmr maybe? Later!

Unintended

2007-02-02T19:43:00.000+08:00

Didn't update for 2 weeks. I was sick okay! Didn't go to school and missed out on a lot of stuff. Didn't get to celebrate Weiling's birthday with her but at least I get to see her and wish her :D:D Haha. Heard she had an AWESOME sweet 16. XD

Whoo! This week have been non-stop fun. It's great to get back to school from being sick and just have fun with your friends. YAY! :D :D I LOVE MY DARLINGS! <33

Today was tiring. POA was first lesson, BORING as always. Had test. Sucked. Haha. For PE, we had to run around the school for our 2.4km run. It was tiring cos the last time I run like that was last year's 2.4km test. YEAH, I'm a lazy pig, I know. HEhehe. Ran with ting, it was fun. LOL. Surprisingly, I didn't get stitches and my body didn't ache like I always do. Played floorball after that. I was tired and was feeling really giddy by then. Bahh! After that was math. Math was okay, Mrs Tan has been on good mood for 2 days, GOOD! :) For recess I played with Cuihua. Showed YeeVonn that mother fucker. Ting knows who cos we both hate him to the fucking core. Talked to Vern too. Vern has been lame these days. He kept asking me stupid random qns. HAha. Was late for Chem. Cons and I made this excuse that we didn't know where the Chem lab is as we didn't come last week. But it's true! :)) Chem practical was fun! I love mixing chemicals. LOL. But one thing sucked when I had to smell i-d-k-what-thing. The smell like, goes up to my nose and it fucking hurts! I almost cry! It was sooooo awful.
After school stood at canteen there waiting for the sky to fall. LOL. No, of cos. Was waiting for those band people to decide whether they're going for band or not. Saw JL and Cuihua. We decided to go lunch tgt. Then there's this guy from 4/4 who was acting REALLY weird. He kept calling my name and stood near us. Then he started taking pictures. Like, WTF? The girls like started surrounding me and Cuihua becomes my lesbo partner. :) Haha. We went to KFC. JL and Cuihua decided to go home, said bye and went on. We were soo noisy in there. Being insane girls as usual. I was feeling kinda down and kept quiet. I don't know whyyyyyyyyy! WTF! When we were leaving, Vern, Sasa, Siti, Amel and Brandon came. Vern was being lame again. Said our 'good-byes' and I started being my crazy self again. :D Bussed home with Shengjia!
Reach home, I collapsed in my bed. I had a great sleep til I receive a phonecall! It disturbed my sleep. Then realised got a msg from Nurman. Text him til he made a small mistake and I got angry at him. He was sweet to let me cool down :)Haha. I shouldn't have reacted that way but it was mean of him to say that! Pfft.

Ahh! I need to go to zoo, bird park and botanic garden for ART! Shooooot. And I don't know when I can. Need to confirm with Siti, Amel and Candy. I'm lazy to go actually..

Whoo! This is my current favourite song of Muse. I was going crazy in class today wanting to take out my mp3 just to listen to that particular song. Haha. I got addicted to the song suddenly. Haha. Here you go!

"Unintended"

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

Sick and tired

2007-01-21T15:39:00.000+08:00

Just came home from my gran's place. Some of my cousins were there. It was so nooisy! Haha. This 2 cousin of mine, they're siblings but the older one looooves to disturb my little darling. They were arguing non-stop. The little kid kept disturbing me while I was watching tv. He was screaming and running around me. I got pissed and shouted at the two of them. The little kid went quiet and tried to get my attention. I just ignore him. Haha. I'm mean but it's really irritating! Then when I wanna go home, he was mad at me cos I said I don't wanna friend him. Hehehe.

Screwed. I think I'm getting fever. I've been having running nose, sore throat and headaches! Waah! It'll be cool if I'm sick as I get to skip school but at the same time, I don't wanna get sick cos I'll be stuck at home doing nothing.

My grandfather got admitted to the hospital today cos he's gonna have an operation tmr. :( I hope he'll be fine. Maybe I'll visit him later in the evening. & I still have to get my Art work done. I feel soo sick right now!

:D

2007-01-20T14:20:00.000+08:00

Had a terrible headache last night. &, I didn't eat anything the whole day except for snack in the evening yesterday. Ate panadol, took a quick nap and I was alright. Text Ridzuan til 12+ and went to bed. And my sore throat is getting worse..

Woke up early today, I don't know why. Watch tv, shower and had breakfast. Went to do math and english hw. Got bored and went online. Chatted with Cons and watch tv. I'm lazy to do SS hw. I hate Humanities! I still haven't study Chem & Math. Oh, I just remembered, there'll be Bio practical test next week too! & I don't know when! Screw the new time table. So many changes. And there's Math every single day. x(

it's not about being who everyone
else wants you to be, it's about being
yourself && finding someone who
loves every single bit of it
-----
I have noticed that if you look carefully
at people's eyes the first five seconds they look at you,
the truth of their feelings will shine through for
just an instant before it flickers away.
-----
High school is one big soap opera
Everyone is gossiping about everyone else
& at the end of the day, you wonder
what's going to happen tomorrow
-----
if the people we love are stolen from us,
the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them.
buildings burn. people die. but real love lives forever

Another day gone by

2007-01-19T18:54:00.000+08:00

I'm having headaches now. I don't know why. Argh! What more, I didn't eat anything for the whole day. Yeah, since dinner last night. I only snacks just now.. :( I don't feel like having dinner, feel like throwing up man!

Today was tiring. I had no mood to study anything today actually esp after PE. I just wanted to take a shower after that but there's no way I could do that in school. X/ After school straight away went to Ginza to buy magazines. Went back to school to go to Ngee Ann Poly open house. It was kinda boring. But I do wanna go there for Mass Com course! :D Haha. But I wanna go Temasek too, because of their fashion course! Baah, I don't know..

Everytime I see something about 'X', I can't help but laugh at 'X'. 'X' is like such a loser. All 'X' does is think highly of 'X's self & blah blah. It's kinda gross. Many thinks 'X' is a loser. Haiyo!

This weekend is gonna be busy. I've to finish Art Brainstorming, Math hw, SS hw and study for Math & Chemistry test. I better start finishing my homework first then off to study for tests & finish Art. *dies

Cam-whores! XD

2007-01-18T20:31:00.000+08:00

Whoot! Today was FUN! Haha. Only during Art lesson & after school that is. LOL. I think this is the best week so far I had in CWDS. :D

Art lesson was fun. Ms Yeo gave us chocolates & didn't bother if we listen to mp3. She also said that if we finish our brainstorming by next week, she'll buy for us anything we want. As in food stuff I guess. COOL! :D:D I asked her to buy for us more chocs. Haha. Then art lesson ended & had to stay back for art remedial. She went for a short meeting & print some pictures for us. We slacked while she was away. Ting came to art room & I bought prata roll with her for lunch cos I was starving. Came back up & cam-whored! Haha. Cam-whored with Pet too. It was damn fun. Hahaha. Then I skipped choir. I wasn't feeling well too ok! Reached home & went to sleep straight away. Yea, I was worn out. I slept late last night, talked to Ridzuan ah. Haha.

Whee! Tmr going NP for their open house. I'm gonna cam-whore tmr again :D I'll post 3 pictures up only. Cos there's a lot & some are just funny. Haha. Enjoy! <3

I love Tingting :D:D

Funny faces. LOL

Although we played around, I did do some work ok! :P

All the little things that annoyed you,
so much are the things you'll miss
the most when he's gone.
-----
this past year, i`ve learned that goodbyes will always
hurt. pictures never replace having been there. &
memories, good or bad, will bring tears to your eyes.
& words will never be able to replace feelings..
-----
singing in a car packed full of your close friends, laughing
& smiling and having the best time of your life. with the *
windows down & the moon shining bright. now these are
the days that i live for.
-----
We're women.
We don't say what we want,
but we reserve the right
to be pissed off if we don't get it
-----
You know someone is a true friend when,
you are about to break down & cry, but
they will say the stupidest, most random thing
just to see you smile. <3

Muse is LOVE!

2007-01-16T18:30:00.000+08:00

MUSE CONCERT TONIGHT AT FORT CANNING PARK! Bah, what a waste, their first time in SG & I can't go to their concert. Damn. Vern's going. Like finally he'll get to see Muse for real. Haha. I wanna see Matthew Bellamy!! X( Haha, okay. I'll stop before I go crazy.. Heh.

Changes

2007-01-16T18:00:00.000+08:00

School today was alright. Most of the time was boring. Came to school just in time as usual. Usual stuff. On the way back to class, told Sasa somethings. Yeah. First lesson was math. It was okay, did some sums. Next was SS. Mr Lee didn't come. This teacher came & we just did our own stuff. He didn't care if we listened to mp3. Cool! :D Yeah, then crapped, joked, gossiped with Cuihua. It was funny. LOL. We were both just bored cos there's nothing fun to do. :/ Then Dom told Veera to show me who that guy in his class. That guy waved & then ask Dom to ask me stupid qns. haha. Lesson ended & POA next. I finally understand SOMETHING about what ms neo teach. Though I don't understand completely.. Recess was boring as Sasa & I had to do duty. During Bio did practical. The yeast stinks! Haha. I love the colour of the Benedict Sltn. It's really cool. K, MT was next. Boring once again. Sum it all up, my day was a boring one. Haha.

I was happy last night when we talked. I mean, it's been quite a while especially after the whole argument. I said sorry & we're okay. It seems forever since we last talk. We talked like we usually do last time. Most of the time he was simply being lame. Yeah, I'm just glad everything's cool between us. :D:D

30 Seconds to Mars - "A Beautiful Lie"

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life
Do you want to be different?
Try to let go of the truth
The battles of your youth
'Cause this is just a game

It's a beautiful lie
It's the perfect denial
Such a beautiful lie to believe in
So beautiful, beautiful it makes me

It's time to forget about the past
To wash away what happened last
Hide behind an empty face
Don't ask too much, just say
'Cause this is just a game

Everyone's looking at me
I'm running around in circles, baby
A quiet desperation's building higher
I've got to remember this is just a game

Ripped memory

2007-01-15T20:41:00.000+08:00

School today was weird. Haha. Somehow, I guess.

I reached the MRT early & I thought everyone had left. LOL. So, text Cons and shes on her way. Then Shengjia came, Ting next & the rest too. Then board the bus. It was full once again. Wah, I hate this part. The bus stopped a stop before school, then this bunch of banglas came & squeezed in. & worse, I'm near the door. I WAS FREAKING OUT LAH! I almost cry. I just don't like. Y'know, reading articles about them... Lucky there was some space near Ting & I went to her. I was still freaking out. When we reach school, I was relieved. Damn, I hope it'll NEVER EVER happen again.

We reached school just in time. Time-table changed. So dumb! Just because of a teacher, the whole school gotta suffer. Pfft. Got to class & we made a lot of noise till Mr Ch'ng shouted. I hate it when he shouts cos he shouts very LOUD! The rest of the day was normal, lessons were boring & did not much learning except during malay. Mr Aziz is sooo lame. LOL. Then ting text me & told me smthg. Baah, whatever lah!

School ended & went home with ting & cons. Went ginza to buy sweets & Bio files. Went home with ting while cons's dad fetch her. Had fun going home with her. Talking about stuff. Then we saw this BOOM hair girl. She looked like she just got a lab explosion! There were 3 girls behind her who was laughing, I think they were laughing at her. LOL. Reach home, change & eat. Fell asleep while watching this movie. LOL. Woke up, shower & went out. Had Fish&Chips for dinner. After eating half of the fish, I was already full. My dad finished the rest for me. Just had no appetite I guess. On the way home, thought of a lot of things. Dang, I need to tell someone about it man! I almost cry but I shut my eyes. Sigh..

I think that's what's wrong with the world;
No one says what they feel,
They always hold it inside.
They're sad, but they don't cry.
They're happy, but they don't dance or sing.
They're angry, but they don't scream.
Because if they do, they feel ashamed.
And that's the worst feeling in the world.
So everyone walks with their heads down.
And no one sees how beautiful the sky is.
-----
you are my fading photography,
my ripped memory.
you are the noise in here
i cannot sleep without.
you are the way out of here,
the grace that i have found
-----
I'll be waking up
to another day filled with life's mistakes,
And the ones that lingered from the day before.
All the blanks I've drawn,
All the times I've shared,
All the times that I've been unprepared.
All the songs I've sang that I just can't explain
-----
The more you get to know a person,
the more attractive they become to you.
Because everything beautiful you see on
the inside of them, suddenly you're able
to see on the outside of them too
-----
I still remember that moment I looked
in your eyes for the last time & that
one little memory still has the
right amount of love to make me cry.

Orientation

2007-01-13T15:53:00.000+08:00

Didn't blog for a week. Been busy with the orientation stuff. Been going home late at 7 everyday. I hate that. I went home, shower, eat, homework & sleep til the next morning. I missed out on a lot of my favourite shows. Baah! & I still gotta go for choir. Damn it. I don't want. Or that stupid teachers & that ong -something, something- guy will start nagging. SCREW CWDS CHOIR!

Anyway, yesterday was the sec 1 orientation thing. It was tiring but cuihua, my sis(she came) & I had lots of fun. I got raped by cuihua a lot. Haha. I didn't sing. Thanks to my cramp! :D:D I don't wanna sing either. I realised that the only CCAs that performed were GMSS CCAs, apart from band which has a combine of both GM&JT. The orientation ended late, sucks & it was still raining, sucked more! Got home close to 8pm. Sis & I wanted to have dinner at Mac but since there was a lot of people, we went home. I was darn exhausted by the time I got home. Lucky it was on Friday, so I could wake up late today. Shower, eat & slept at 8.30pm. &&&, I missed so many shows last night!! !%^#!^@

And it only hurts, when you cry
I'm only sad, when there's tears in your eyes
I can't lie and say I'm fine
But it only hurts, when you cry
-----
It's too late baby,
there's no turning around
I've got my hand in my pocket
and my head in a cloud
this is how i do
when i think about you
i never thought that you
could break my apart
I keep a sinister smile
and a hold of my heart
-----
& i'd rather be standing outside
in the freezing cold with you,
than to be warm
in the arms of someone else.
-----
Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me?
Will i shake this off, pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
-----
There are moments when,
When I know it and
The world revolves around us,
And we're keeping it,
Keeping it all going,
This delicate balance,
Vulnerable all knowing
-----
you always know there's going to be someone else.
but deep inside, there's a little part
of you that likes to pretend that he's waiting for you.
its when you see him with someone else, thats you're
forced to grow up and stop pretending.

Death Charm

2007-01-06T17:17:00.000+08:00

New layout once again. XP I spent the afternoon doing it. I know I'm supposed to study for Bio test. I'll do it later. :]] Oh, I finished my math hw this morning after I woke up. It's weird cos I usually don't do hw in the morning.

I don't know why I don't have appetite to eat these days. I ate only a small portion of rice. Then the other day, when I see food, I feel like vomiting. If I did, I'd have missed school. Which is good.. But I didn't. :/ I hope this doesn't go on for long.

Ah, I'm lazy to update. I've to get out of here & start studying. :)

Sleeping with the light on

2007-01-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

School was much, much better than the first day. I'm lucky to get most of the teachers who taught me last year except for malay & POA. And, form teacher too. We got Mr Ch'ng for our form teacher. He's funny but he likes to lecture. I didn't listen to what he was talking because I can't be bothered with it. Every teacher says the same thing. So, why bother right?

So, first day of school, like I said in the prev entry, SUCKED! First, I lost 10 bucks, wtf?! Luckily I brought my wallet along. Came to school, totally lost and know nothing. So, just follow what Mrs Aidil says. It was boring cos they were blabbering nonsense. I'll skip all the boring stuff. So, during recess, the canteen was bloody crowded! Like, the canteen is packed with people which means, long queue! X[ crapped with cuihua. That ass smacker! :P We went up and waited for the tour around the sch. The tour sucked. It's bloody hot eh. Pfft. We ended up learning nothing about the school. Got back class & slacked. Sch ended soon, we went to KFC to buy lunch. Ting and Ling went back to school while Cons, SJ & I went home. The bus was bloody packed that there was no space. Cons & I were pissed as we're darn tired, so, took cab home. Reach home, sleep!

2nd & 3rd day was not bad. Had pe, games were boring. Oh, we had art today! It was fun as we did nothing. LOL. She can't give us the O level paper yet. So, she just showed us artworks of our last year's art students art work AGAIN. Then she showed us some of the ex JinTai students art work. :O I've absolutely no comments. Really.. :) Anyway, got to know this JinTai guy. I don't know how he looks like. Haha. Weird, I know. Cos he asked his friend to get my no. & we actually wanted to meet up but didn't get to.

*cries* I wanna go back to GMSS! I MISS GMSS! Even some of the teachers prefer GMSS. :(( Baah!
I fucking hate CWDS uniform! It looks like cleaner uniform. Why must our principal have absolutely atrocious taste in colours?! It'll be better if Ms Yeo's design was chosen.

Our hopes & expectations
Black holes & revelations
-----
Do I have to spell it out for you?
Or scream it in your face?
the chemistry between us ; could destroy this place.
-----
hold my hands,
we'll chase the sun.
we both know something's begun.
nothing feels that real without you.
i wanna learn so much about you
-----
so let's lie in the grass,
stare at the stars,
live in the moment;
FIGURE OUT WHO WE ARE.
-----
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past,
stop planning the future, stop figuring out
exactly how we feel, stop deciding what
we want & just see what happens

CWSS X(

2007-01-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS THE WORST SCHOOL DAY EVER! I wonder how long I can survive in this hectic environment. :( I'll blog more tmr, if possible. Currently not in the mood. So, good night!

New year, new beginning

2007-01-02T15:42:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! :D:D

I'm not happy actually as school starts tmr! BOOOO! I don't want school to start. Pfft. My sis & my eldest cousin are lucky! They won't be going to school til their O level results are out. *cries* My sis told me just now that she wished she can go back to school. & I'm like, -_- I rather stay at home than going to school! I'm still in the holiday mood. But, I've gotta change my attitude! I have to study my ass off for the O levels. Things have to change for the better! :)

Went out with parents yest for my mum's bday. :DD We had fun shopping! I miss shopping. My aunt actually asked me out to Vivocity, then she changed her mind & asked me to go out with my parents instead to celebrate my mum's bday. I wanted to go with my aunt actually. Another day I guess. Anyway, if I go out with my parents, my dad will pay the bill. :P Haha.

I don't know how tmr will go actually. Esp abt prefect. I hope Jialiang will fill me in! OR I'll totally be lost. X\ I'm looking forward to see my darlings too! I miss them. :) NOT looking forward to see the teachers. Oh, I wonder who'll be our new form teacher as Mrs Leong's no longer in CWSS. I just hope everything will be alright tmr.

Muffins! Yummmmy!

2006-12-19T19:18:00.000+08:00

Baah! I'm bored. Currently blog-shopping. Nah, haven't bought anything yet. Just looking around, found a few that caught my eye.

Anyway, it's been raining cats and dogs for TWO whole days. Brrrr. My feet are freezing. I had fun the last 2 days too. My cousins stayed over. They kinda trash my house. Haha. But I don't mind. My house was filled with noise from them. My dad ordered pizza. And they can still eat it after having dinner.. I was wondering how guys stuff all those food ? Boy! I can't even have a single bite. Cos I had Fish & Chips in the evening after going out with my aunt, mom & sis. Then, dinner. That Fish & Chips meal alone filled me up. I ate dinner cos my mom kept pestering me to eat.
My mum baked muffin yesterday. The muffins are small. But it's darn delicious! Esp with choco chips in it! I kept eating it till I past dinner. Haha.

Whoo! Quotes, quotes, QUOTES!! :D:D

Quote 1:
I can talk to you whenever,
& just about whatever,
I trust you with my heart,
so please stop breaking it apart

Quote 2:
As soon as I heard those words..those horrible words..
I couldn't breathe..I couldn't think..I couldn't even see
straight enough to concentrate.then, you asked me
if i was okay..How could I possibly be okay when
the one asking me if I was okay, CRUSHED my life..

Quote 3:
partying, flirting, dancing. it's great to
be single but sometimes i wish i could have that..
holding hands, kissing in the rain kinda thing.

Quote 4:
sometimes i wonder where i would be,
if i didn't know you && you didn't know me.
who would i laugh with && cry with at the end?
where would i be without my best friend?

Quote 5:
Attitude changes in 5 seconds ;; flat.
From sweetheart to bitch; so don't test that

Quote 6:
hate all you want..
but you can`t break the girl
who thinks nothing of you

Quote 7:
you wanna see how much i love you? go outside
when its raining && catch drops on your tounge.
the ones you catch are how much you love me -
the ones you miss are how much i love you.

Quote 8:
live every moment, love every day,
`cause before you know it,
precious time slips away

Quote 9:
do you ever wish you could die,
but be alive at your funeral?
just to see who would be there,
just to see who would cry.

Quote 10:
Isnt it hard when people ask
"What's wrong?" ..and you can't tell
them you have an answer because
the truth is, you don't know.

Quiet days

2006-12-14T20:24:00.000+08:00

I wrote something, just now. It's kinda short, but it's really nice. Here's how it goes:

I don't wanna cry,
I don't wanna hide.
All these feelings trapped inside.
I wish you knew how it feels,
to handle a life that isn't real.
Times are tough,
I can't go on,
I wish these misery are all gone.
Those words that I fear,
are the words I yearn to hear.
Good times go,
I say goodbye.
Bad times come,
I start to cry.

So, what do you all feel? It doesn't relate to anything about me. I just wrote it outta boredom. See what boredom can do to me? Wahahaha.

I'll leave you people with a quote and an icon I made. LOVES!

sometimes you just have to realize
that you can't have it all. you can't
fix what you've done. you need to
move on & try to be happy, even
if its the hardest thing you'll ever
have to do.

Awesome weekend!

2006-12-14T13:04:00.000+08:00

New layout! Did it this morning. Yay! I love the layout! :D:D

Didn't update the past week. It was an awesome week! I love it. And I got a new mp3 player! Yup, the one I've been wanting it since Shengjia intro me to it! It's tiny! I love it. LOL. Oh, the gathering was awesome too! Had lots and lots of fun with my cousins as usual. Non-stop laughter. XD Haha. Went for Ms Yeo's wedding too, she look so pretty. She looks better without glasses. Haha. Took a couple of pictures with her and crapped around with Ting, Ling, Jialiang, Sis, Gayathri and Mr Chua.

My bro went to the beach with my aunt and my 2 cousins. I wanna go. But they left early. Boo! NVM. Woke up and ate scramble eggs w/ sausages. Yummy!

Here's a few quotes that I found. Read it, it's really lovely. (:

Quote 1:
She sits in a corner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped around promises
that no one seems to keep.

Quote 2:
You're always there to point out my mistakes
and shove them in my face.

Quote 3:
Somewhere deep in your heart
is someone that you're dying to forget
but also living to remember.

Quote 4:
Another dead end street gone wrong
another shattered dream.
always the same old song.

Quote 5:
Letter by letter he typed sadness into her heart

Almost

2006-12-06T14:18:00.000+08:00

Didn't update the last 2 days. Lazy! :D So, went out again and we watched a movie. Happy Feet! I love the penguins. The Amigos was so adorable. LOL. We wanted to catch a night movie but our parents wouldn't allow. Boo! Party poopers! :( Haha. We went home. And slacked around. Yest slacked at home and played Need For Speed Underground. I wanna buy Need For Speed Carbon! :D:D:D I hope my dad will let. If not, I'll save up and buy.

My sis and cousins are out. They asked me to go but me, being lazy, decided not to go. Haha. I need to spend time with my comp now. LOL.

It's been a long time since I last went to Taka. I miss that place. I need to find some stuff at Kino too!

SURVEYY!! :D:D:D

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
idk..

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yeah. lol

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
both

4. Do you take compliments well?
okay, i guess

5. Are you an active person?
depends if i'm not lazy. lol

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
lol. i doubt so

7. Do you like to ride horses?
i never have.

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
nope.

9. What are your top 5 favorite video games?
1. need for speed
2. harry potter
3. halo
4. wrestling
5. spongebob.
(random order)

10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you get involved with him/her?
haha. ew. no, duh!

11. Are you judgmental?
i try not to be, but sometimes you can't help it.

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
idk.

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
hmmmmmmmm, pursue.

14. Can you speak another language?
not that well :P

15. If you had to choose, would you rather be deaf or blind?
none.

16. What's your favorite food?
edible

17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
no, i wanna learn!

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
cell & mp3

19. How often do you read books?
RARELY

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
the present.

21. What is your favorite children's book?
i forgot

22. What color are your eyes?
really dark borwn

23. How tall are you?
not that tall

24. Where is your dream house located?
laguna beach :]]]]

25. Last person you talked to on the phone?
i don't like to pick up the phone.

26. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
yea

27. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
never

28. What are your keys on your key chain for?
nothing

29. What's your favorite color?
blue&purple!

30. Where was the furthest place you travelled today?
no where

31. Where is your current pain at?
none.

32. Do you like mustard?
idk..

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
sleep

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
idk..

35. How long does it take you in the shower?
10 if i'm in a hurry and 45 if i'd like to take my time

36. Can you do splits?
hell no.

37. What movie do you want to see right now?
none.

38. Do you put lotion on your dog or cats?
i've not pets.

39. What did you do for New Year's?
i forgot, it's months ago

40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
only the sound effects are

41. What was the cause of your last accident?
never had one

42. Do you own a camera phone?
yeap

43. What are you drinking?
listening to music, survey-ing and hiccup-ing

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
no

45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
h

46. Who did you vote for on American Idol?
none

47. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
idk

48. Do you like Care Bears?
eww, i HATE them.

49. What do you buy at the movies?
nachos, drinks, popcorn

50. Do you know how to play poker?
nope.

51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
sometimes.

52. What do you wear to sleep?
clothes

53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
a lot of acting happened

54. How many meals do you eat a day?
every meal

55. Is your tongue pierced?
no, but i want, but i'm not allowed

56. Do you always read MySpace bulletins?
no

57. Do you have pets?
i don't have..

58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
funny, for sure.

59. Ever been to LA?
no

60. Did you eat a cookie today?
no

61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
yes

62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
steal.

63. Do you hate chocolate?
no, they're yummy

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
lame stuff

65. Is your cell usually on vibrate or ring?
both

66. Are you a gullible person?
haha, no

67. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
no, we need friends :)

68. If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would it be?
photographer

69. Are you easy to get along with?
yes.

70. What is your favorite time of day?
night time :)

bla bla

2006-12-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

TIRED!! My legs are killing me. WHY? Cos I walked around a whole shopping centre today. Came home about an hour ago. My sis and my oldest cousin wanted to find a job, that's why. But they didn't in the end. Had dinner at my aunt's and went home. Baah! I did have a lot of fun. Wanted to buy some clothes but my is told me not to. She said buy another day. Oh wells.. TMR GOING OUT AGAIN! Yup, with my cousins :D Gonna have fun, fun, FUN! :D:D:D:D:D

TOday was fun EXCEPT WHEN I SAW SOMEONE! Yes, I officially HATE you now. I hope you read this. I know you purposely hang out under my block. Dude, CAN YOU JUST GO GET A LIFE? Stop whatever you're doing and please, just stop disturbing me!! I think no, I KNOW I did a mistake by accepting being your friend. TERRIBLE MISTAKE! I just hope you realised what I'm trying to say, if you don't, I can write it CLEARLY for you. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHG TO DO WITH YOU, I DON'T WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND, and many more. You're the least person I wanted to see and how unlucky I was today. BLEAH! That's all. I've nothing more to say. Actually I do, but I'll spare you. Oh, get whatever I say into your head and think about it :) -roll eyes- Hate me if you want, diss me if you want, you're the one who made all this happen and I'm just saying what I'm supposed to say a freaking long time ago.

Hmmmmm, that post, :DD

Anyway, I'm thinking of changing my no. Reasons? Personal. I'll see first.

K, off to bed now, bed, not sleep.

Oh, it's my 2nd aunt's birthday today too, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! LOVE!

TWO

2006-12-02T14:59:00.000+08:00

Wheee! I played with a turtle! LOL. It's soo small. I've a picture of it. Wanna see? I'll post it up at the end of this post. Hehe. That turtle's my cousins's pet. He just bought it yesterday. It's so cute. Haha. Played with up. Then my cousin put it on my hand and it sorta grap my skin. It's claws are sharp! But it doesn't harm you. :D There was one time a cousin of mine got bitten on the nose. That turtle was a bigger turtle. It got release a few days after that. Aww.. But that turtle stinks !!

Haha. My post last night was lame. My sis didn't go to the gig, the gig is today not yest. She did went home late because of a gig at the poly though. Oh well, sounds fun! Haha.

Pictures time! Some pics I took last night and the turtle..

TURTLES! *reminds me of a teacher* wahahaha.

this is how i look like if I were to tie my hair. It's short & my hair is soo messy

my 2 darlings! :D:D (besides fernando torres & dougie poynter <33)

A long time

2006-12-01T21:21:00.000+08:00

Came back from the ICA building hours ago.. The cab driver was damn slow!! Bleah! I wanted to go shopping with my mum actually then my dad wanted to tag along. -roll eyes- It was borinng cos my dad brought us straight home. BAAH!!

I'm soo bored! I did absolutely nothing cept taking pictures of random stuff and surfing sites. My bro's staying over at my aunt's place. Damn him! He didn't tell me!! And my sis went to the Ngee Ann Poly thing which ended like and 2hrs ago and she still hasn't come back. I bet she went to the gig at Science Center! Not fair!! She said she'd bring me.. *@^#&!!!! This is soo sad. ://

Oh well, I shouldn't mourn over it. At least I have this house all to me.. Okay, not exactly me, got my mum and dad. Whatever, I don't talk to them anyway.. :D

Anyway, my mum said that she'll buy me a digi-cam! But I must share it with my sis. I don't mind. Haha. But I must fork out some money. :/ Haha. Nvm. I'll get back my money from those who owes me. :P

My sis is still not back! Baaahhh! Ok, I'm gonna enjoy the chinese drama now. Haha. See ya!

If you meet a loner,
no matter what they tell you,
it's not because they enjoy solitude.
It's because they have tired to blend into the world before
and people continue to disappoint them.
from: x_killer_quotes_x

I LOVE MY DOUGIE DARLING!

2006-12-01T11:08:00.000+08:00

OOH! And yesterday was Dougie's birthday :D:D Happy belated birthday to him! Hahaha.

Lala

2006-12-01T11:04:00.000+08:00

Quick update! As you all can see, a new layout! Hope ya'll like it. It took me 2 days to do it. It looks simple but I completely messed the whole thing up. >_<" Haha. Anyway, it's done and I love it!! Haha

Oh! I'm making my I/C today! Haha. I left only 3 more days to do it and my mum kept nagging at me when am I gonna do it. Bleah. I hope after that I can go shopping! :D:D:D Hahaha

I'll update later. BYE!

McFLY!

2006-11-25T19:26:00.001+08:00

Brand new layout! It's been a long time since I last made a layout myself. Hehe. Wanted to do a layout of Dougie but I couldn't find nice pictures of him yet.. Ended up doing one of McFLY.

Anyway, I love this week ssoooo much! Went out and had fun with my cousins. :D Played soccer with them when I went to their house the other day. Haha. And I went shopping yest! Bought stuff for my relative's wedding tmr. And today, I just slacked at home due to the rain! :) Haha.

I'm lazy to elaborate what happened and all cos it'll take me such a loong time. Too many things happened. :) Hmm, gonna leave you guys with a quiz & a quote to enjoy! :}

01. What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow? get new stuff
02. What colour ink do you write with? black
03. Do you prefer History or Geography? neither. too BORING!
04. Who was your first crush? i couldn't remember. primary sch!
05. Analog or Digital clocks? digital.
06. What would your dream car look like? i want like those in Need For Speed! :D
07. Do you shop at Hot Topic? no.
08. Have you ever seen Phantom of the Opera, if so good or not? not seen it.
09. What colour are your Bathroom walls? white & orange-y tiles.
10. What is the largest amount of money, you have ever had? couldn't remember
11. Is your phone a flip, slide or neither? slide.
12. Do you say "Film" or "Movie"? movie.
13. Halloween or Easter? halloween.
14. Longer school hours, or more homework? longer hours.
15. Do you like My Chemical Romance's - The Black Parade song? yeah!
16. Does Mikey Way look better with or without glasses? without! :D:D
17. Do you fancy someone right now, if so who? THAT GUY! only sasa knows.. :)
18. Do you like Special K breakfast cereal? no
19. Have you read any Darren Shan, and did you like them? no.
20. Morning or Night? night.
21. What do you think when you read the word, Chain? chain mails. and, I HATE THEM SO DON'T SEND IT TO ME!!!
22. Do you know anyone called Julie? no. i don't think so..
23. How many times have you left your house today? not once.
24. Have you ever been in a "Mosh Pit?" nope.
25. How many ties do you own? zero.
26. Boomerangs or Frizbees? both.
27. Have you ever been to Russia? no.
28. Have you lost all your teeth? haha. nope
29 How old where you when you lost your first one? hmm, when i was in kindergarten?
30. Do you like the novel Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte? never read it.
31. Do you wish you could breath underwater? yeah .
32. Have you ever had a Rabbit? nope.
33. Do you bite your fingernails? no.
34. Do you like Mexican food? not that.
35. Do your family have a really embarrassing nickname for you, if so what? no.
36. Do you text on a calculator? no.
37. Do you have Muse - Black Holes & Revalations CD? nope but i do wanna buy.
38. Do you like Manga? no. but i do like comics
39. What do you think of Chinas one-child-policy? lame.
40. Are you paranoid? sometimes.

we will leave a letter and this song for you
& we'll write once a day and float it through the sea to you
we'll regret all those things we thought of but didn't ever do
from: Acceb163

2006-11-20T17:51:00.000+08:00

I'm bored. And there's nthg much to update but do surveys. Haha. Enjoy it ok! :D Bye. Off to watch tv.

Whatever

2006-11-20T17:22:00.000+08:00

1. BLACK OR WHiTE?black
2. PiNK OR BABY BLUE?baby blue
3. YELLOW OR ORANGE?orange
4. GREEN OR TEAL ?teal
5. RUBY RED OR ORANGE RED?ruby red
6. PURPLE OR ORANGE?purple
7. NAVY BLUE OR BLACK?black
8. HOT PiNK OR LiGHT PiNK ?hot pink
9. GRAY OR BEiGE?beige
10. YELLOW GREEN OR TURQUOiSE?turquoise
11. WATER OR SODA?soda
12. COKE OR PEPSi?coke
13. CREAM SODA OR SPRiTE?cream soda
14. SPRiTE OR 7 UP?sprite
15. iCE TEA OR HOT TEA?ice tea
16. BOTTLED WATER OR TAP WATER?bottled water
17. LEMONADE OR ORANGE JUiCE?lemonade
18. APPLE JUiCE OR FRUiT PUNCH?fruit punch
19. STRAWBERRY SMOOTHiE OR BANANA SMOOTHiE?strawberry
20. SMiRNOFF OR VODKA?-
21. FRENCH FRiES OR CURLY FRiES?curly
22. STEAK OR CHiCKEN?steak
23. PASTA OR RiCE?pasta
24. CHiCKEN SANDWiCH OR BACON BURGER?chicken
25. CHEESEBURGER OR HAMBURGER?cheeeeese
26. MASHED POTATOES OR FRENCH FRiES?french fries
27. APPLES OR GRAPES?grapes
28. LEMON OR LiME?lemon
29. WATERMELON OR POMEGRANiTE?watermelon
30. CARROTS OR CELERY?NONE!
31. PLANE OR TRAiN?plane
32. CAR OR TRUCK?car
33. CLASSiC LiMO OR HUMMER STRETCH LiMO?hummer stretch
34. PRiVATE JET OR HELiCOPTER?priv jet
35. HiGHWAY OR BACK STREETS?back streets
36. SPEED BOAT OR YACHT?yacht
37. SOAP BOX OR BiKE?bike
38. SCOOTER OR SKATEBOARD?skateboard
39. MiNi VAN OR GOLF CAR?mini van
40. TAXi OR PRiVATE DRiVER?priv
41. CALiFORNiA OR FLORiDA?CALIFORNIA!
42. PARiS OR LONDON?LONDONNNN!!! :D:D
43. FRANCE OR ENGLAND?ENGLAND!!!!!! <3333
44. NEW YORK OR HOLLYWOOD?hollywood
45. CAPE COD OR MYRTLE BEACH?
46. DiSNEYLAND OR DiSNEYWORLD?disneyworld
47. KANSAS OR ARiZONA?-
48. ViETNAM OR JAPAN?japan
49. SPAiN OR PORTUGAL?SPAIN! X}
50. iTALY OR FRANCE?france
51. NiCOLE RiCHiE OR PARiS HiLTON?-
52. LiNDSAY LOHAN OR HiLARY DUFF?-
53. GEMMA WARD OR ADRiANA LiMA?ADRIANA!
54. MiSHA BARTON OR RACHEL BiLSON?RACHEL!
55. CHRiSTiNA AGUiLERA OR BRiTNEY SPEARS?-
56. ASHLEE SiMPSON OR JESSiCA SiMPSON?-
57. HEATHER MARKS OR CAROLiNE TRENTiNi?-
58. MARYKATE OLSEN OR ASHLEY OLSEN?both
59. LAUREN CONRAD OR KRiSTiN CAVALARi?kristin
60. TESSA OR KYNDRA FROM LAGUNA BEACH?tessa
61. DiSNEY OR NiCK?DISNEY :P
62. MTV OR VH1?both
63. LiFETiME OR ABC FAMiLY?-
64. LAGUNA BEACH OR THE HiLLS?LAGUNAAA!
65. NEXT OR DATE MY MOM?next
66. PROJECT RUNWAY OR NEXT TOP MODEL?both
67. MADE OR TRUE LiFE?made
68. THE SUiTE LiFE OF ZACH & CODY OR THAT'S SO RAVEN?both
69. PHiL OF THE FUTURE OR LiViNG LiFE WiTH DEREK?-
70. ONE TREE HiLL OR THE OC?THE OC!!
71. iPOD OR DiGiTAL CAMERA?both
72. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?laptop
73. CELL PHONE OR HOUSE PHONE?cell
74. MYSPACE OR XANGA?xanga
75. FACEBOOK OR LiVEJOURNAL?LJ
76. RADiO OR iTUNES?itunes
77. DVD PLAYER OR VHS PLAYER?dvd
78. FLAT SCREEN TVS OR REGULAR TVS?flat
79. SPRiNT OR VERiZON?
80. CiNGULAR OR TMOBiLE?tmobile
81. CHEERLEADiNG OR GYMNASTiCS?gymnastics
82. SOCCER OR BASKETBALL?soccer
83. BASEBALL OR SOFTBALL?baseball
84. SWiMMiNG OR TRACK?swim
85. VOLLEYBALL OR TENNiS?tennis
86. FOOTBALL OR SOCCER?soccer
87. ALGEBRA OR GEOMETERY?geo
88. ENGLiSH OR SPANiSH?both
89. HiSTORY OR SOCiAL STUDiES?ewww.. NONE!
90. CHEMiSTRY OR BiOLOGY?chem
91. TAN OR PALE?tan
92. CURLY HAiR OR STRAiGHT HAiR?curl
93. SKiRT OR DRESS?dress
94. JEANS OR SHORTS?jeans
95. BERMUDA SHORTS OR SHORT SHORTS?bermuda
96. COCO CHANEL OR LOUiS VUTTiON?chadnel
97. DiOR OR DOONEY & BURKE?dior
98. COACH OR BURBERRY?burberry
99. VOGUE OR COSMOGiRL?vogue
100. SEVENTEEN OR ELLE GiRL?17
101. SiLVER OR GOLD?silver
102. TiFFANY'S OR DOLCE & GABBANA?D&G
103. BRACELETS OR NECKLACES?necklace
104. EARRiNGS OR RiNGS?earings
105. OVERSiZED SUNGLASSES OR PEARLS?oversized sunglasses
106. PEARLS OR DiAMONDS?DIAMONDS
107. RiBBONS OR HEADSCARFS?ribbons
108. TRENDS OR ORiGiNALiTY?originality
109. HOOP EARRiNGS OR DROP EARRiNGS?drop
110. EYELiNER OR MASCARA?eyeliner
111. FLATS OR FLiP FLOPS?flip flops
112. SNEAKERS OR CLOGS?sneakers deff
113. STARBUCKS OR LOCAL COFFEE SHOPS?starbucks
114. KRiSY KREME OR DUNKiN DONUTS?dunkin
115. BAGELS OR ENGLiSH MUFFiNS?english
116. BUiLD A BEAR OR STUFFED ANiMALS?stuffed animals
117. BEiNG ATTRACTiVE OR BEiNG iNTELLiGENT?both
118. SWEET OR BiTCHY?sweet
119. THREE WiSHES OR COMPLETE HAPPiNESS?complete happiness
120. SOCALiTE_SURVEYSz OR ANOTHER SiTE?both :D

surveys are better at SOCALiTE_SURVEYSz(xanga)

quiz

2006-11-14T16:34:00.000+08:00

i'm bored. quiz time! :D

Level One
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Done Weed
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
( ) Drank Alcohol
SO FAR: 0

Level 2
( x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 1

Level 3
( ) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House
(x ) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
( ) Made Out With A Stranger
( ) Gone Out On A Blind Date
SO FAR: 1

Level 4
( x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x ) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 2

Level 5
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 1

Level 6
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Myspace
( ) Been Mosh Pitting
SO FAR: 0

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x ) Taken Pain Killers
( x) Love(d) Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 2

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
( x) Flown a Kite
( x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone Puddle Jumping
(x ) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 3

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledding
( x) Cheated While Playing A Game
( x) Been Lonely
( x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO FAR: 3

Level 10
( x) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID
( ) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 1

Level 11
( x) Been Tickled
( x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Robbed Someone
( x) Been Misunderstood
( ) Pet A Deer
SO FAR: 3

Level 12
( x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 1

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
SO FAR: 1

Level 14
( ) Hated The Way You Look
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
( ) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 0

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World almost
(x ) Swam In The Ocean
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 2

Level 16
( x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( x) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
(x ) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 3

Level 17
(x ) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x ) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 2

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Been Kissed Under A Mistletoe
( ) Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About
( x) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach
SO FAR: 1

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( x) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 2

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" In Class
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 0

Level 22
( x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole / Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
( x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top
SO FAR: 2

Level 23
( x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Stayed Up All Night
SO FAR: 1

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( x) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had / Been In A Tree House
( x) Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 2

Level 25
( ) Believe In Ghosts
( ) Have / Had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Jail / Visit
SO FAR: 0

Level 26
( x) Played Chicken
(x ) Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On
( ) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
( x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 3

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x ) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x ) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 2

Level 28
( ) Mooned / Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon / Flash You
( x) Cheated On A Test
(x ) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) Slept Naked
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( )Gone Skinny Dippin In A Pool
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 2

Level 29
( ) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 0

Level 31
( ) Been Used
( ) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
( x) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 1

Level 32
( ) been shot at
( ) had sex in the rain
( ) flattened someone tires
( ) Rode your car until the gas light came on
( ) got five dollars or less worth of gas
So Far: 0

I've Done 43 Out Of Stupid Things

Puzzles

2006-11-13T20:40:00.000+08:00

Didn't update the last few days cos I'm just lazy and also busy with stuff. Had fun with my cousins at my gramp's place. Ate ice-cream! Watch some cartoon and went home. At night watch The Notebook! Love that movie. :D
Did nothing much today. Woke up early in the morning. Watch some tv. Sleep in the afternoon. Woke up and shower. Had late lunch and comp till now. Boring day, I know..

Updated my icons! Check em out yeah ? :)

You're not my favourite mistake
You're just a simple regret
I thought I knew who you were,
But watch how fast..
&& watch how well I forget.
http://www.xanga.com/BLOOD__STAINED_x_WRISTS

2 icons

2006-11-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

Made 2 icons today. Wanted to do more but I was tired. Maybe later.. :D I need inspirations! Anyway, here it is.

Fly away

2006-11-08T17:45:00.000+08:00

Changed layout! I love this layout soo much. Exactly what I wanted. :D
Oh! Check out 'Misc'! I've added something new. :D Use it if you want but please credit okay? Thanks. I'll make more of it later.

Took such a long time to adjust the whole blog. And then I forgot to save it and BOOM! all gone. Had to do it again. Lucky I saved half of it. If not, X(

SIGH! Ting and the rest are having fun sleeping over at her house. I wanna go!! And they're off to Bugis shopping! Hope they'll have fun.. *slaps forehead* DUH THEY WILL! :/

Lalala. Ok, I'm gonna rest now. Tired sitting in front of the comp for 5 hours.

Faggot!

2006-11-06T15:54:00.000+08:00

Damn you bitch! I talk to you nicely yet you reply me so rudely. Faggot! I don't get what did I do wrong. Ass man. If you're pissed at someone else, don't take it on me can?*$@#&*Ugh. I just cried. Because of that person. I just dont get it. -roll eyes- The worse thing is the way she reply. Like, WHAT DID I DO WRONG??!!!

Been doing nothing except for listening to MCR since this morning. I'm just addicted to their new album! It's damn nice. I love the song "Mama" and "I don't love you". In fact, I love all their songs. Haha.

Nothing much to update anymore.

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
My Chemical Romance-I don't love you

Be a somebody

2006-11-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

It's almost 10pm! No reasons for saying that though. I'm just bored. I can't blast my speakers cos my sis is studying.. Sucks! I need music! It's not the same as listening to my mp3 cos no matter how loud it is, it isn't the same as blasting it in your room, a wide open space. Anyway, I could spoil my eardrums too. LOL. But, for my sis's sake, I'll keep it quiet. :D

So, like finally my darling Weiling has a blog! I hope she won't forget her password/username this time round. Haha. Chat with her in the evening just now. It's been a long time since we last talked like that, it's kinda fun! Oh, I miss those ET days and esp sec 2 days, in 2/2, creating lots of troubles for the fucking teachers (whoops!) and more! I miss being in sec 2/2! Those were the days...

Anyway, same as my prev post, I NEEEEDDDD TO BUY NEW ALBUMS! I've been wanting to buy one but I don't know what to buy. But now, I already have 2 albums that I must buy! Muse and MCR albums. I know Muse released it like a long time ago but I kept forgetting to buy it and when I went to Heeren two days ago too. So, I must, must remember this time!

The only way to have a friend is to be one.
Ralph Waldo Emerson

Rock out!

2006-11-04T17:21:00.000+08:00

I'm reallllyyy bored! Currently listening to Muse! I love that band! It won alt rock at the recent EMAs! Whooo! hahaha. I wanna buy albums! I need to buy albums. That's on the top of my list right now..

This week is awesome except for choir and my bloody cramps! I hate them. Choir sucks so much right now. The new instructor is bloody gay and so not fun. SIGH! I had fun AFTER choir cos I went out with my darlings. Haha. We were nuts shopping for accessories. It's fun going out with them! Saw Sasa, Mario and Russell at Plaza Sing. Hugged Sasa! Haha. Haven't seen her since the end of school year.. Miss her so much and it's great to meet her! Haha. Was supposed to go for her birthday party but can't cos then I've to stay over at the hotel and I don't think my mum will let. So, just wished her and bought her a present! Haha.

I'll blog later. Kinda busy.. Tata!

Revamp

2006-10-31T19:24:00.000+08:00

YAY! I revamp my blog. And I love it very much. Hahaha. Post some pics up on the 'entertainment' section, some from last few days of school madness and some from the prefect ROD dinner. Oh, I love the video! It's damn sweet :D

I wanna go shopping! But can't currently cos my sis and bro is having exams. And poor me, have to wait before I can go shopping. I need to buy things! But I don't wanna spent my money. I'm saving up to buy either a new mp3 or bag. Maybe..

A woman knows the face of the man she loves as a sailor knows the open sea.
Honore de Balzac

:D

2006-10-31T15:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Have not been updating for like a week? Haha. was busy and lazy at the same time. Had loads of fun last week! Hari Raya, last day of school, cam-whoring and MORE. Hahaha. Now I'm rotting at home. I'm bored. DOn't really have anything to do. Oh, skipped choir today.. Was lazy to go. It's boring now cos of the new GAAAYYY instructor =D Hahaha. The way he talks, OMG!, soo weird. Hahaha. Whatever. I couldn't care less abt school stuff anyway. I go to school cos I've to. Haha.

K, I gotta go do smthg to my blog. Cya!

Girls just wanna have FUN!

2006-10-20T20:25:00.000+08:00

Whee! Had lotsa fun today! Hahaha. Arrived to school at the same time, talked to Audrey. Cons and the rest came a while later. Then Mrs Leong came and asked her if I retained or not, she said 'No' and I was excited! Told Sasa and we hugged. LOL. :D Did prefect duty and purposely spend my time downstairs cos there's nothing to do in the classroom anyway. Then Mr Chew called Ting, Cons, Ziting and me to meet him. I guessed it was all abt the Leadership+OBS camp. My guess was right! Finish talking to Chew, talked to Sasa and Haider. We disturbed Ms Ting. Haha. She's so lame! Haha. So, talked about whether to go the camps or not. I wanna go for OBS but Chew said must go for both camps. -_-" Take so much of my time! Both camps 5 days! And my art 'O' Level paper will be given during Nov. Have to do lots of research and complete like the first few stages. So, I don't think I'll be going. I also need to revise ALL my work this year! :D I'll be a dork this coming holidays :))

So, went up after that, played uno and heart attack. LOL. Made lotsa noise. Then went down for the foot print thing. Painted both feet! Hahaha. So, went down to canteen for a while then went up to classroom. Malay lesson, I wasn't even in the classroom. Only went in for a while and off I went out. Haha. Went down with Cons to see Mrs Ong and see the 3/4 students having P.E. The floor was slippery and they had lots of falls. Haha. Went up and crapped. Then went to 2/4 to see Siti, Afni, Cons, Amel and Tasia play Uno. Maths lesson next and Mrs Tan asked us to do the FT Math Paper1 cos all of us did badly for paper1. True man! Haha. Then the husband comes in and started BLAH-ing. I wasn't listening to a thing he said. He went in again after a while to go through the exam paper. I wasn't listening as I was listening to my mp3. Then he purposely ask me to go up to the board cos I put my head down. I'm like whatever and just went up to the board and do. He's always picking on me anyway. -roll eyes- During recess, Sasa and I walked around feeling board. Went for Geog lesson next and TOOK PICS! :D:D Hahaha. Then Mr Lee had to go down for the rest of the period and all of us, the Humanities students went to do our own business. The corridor was chaotic! LOL. Played catching and also cam-whoring with Amel, Candy, Ting and Steph. Haha. It was fun! Went in and out of classroom like crazy people. I gave up and played heart attack with the rest. Cons was nuts! She kept screaming for nothing. Oh, and Guanyang played with us. Haha! He spoiled the whole game ! Haha. It was fun. So, cam-whored again :D:D It was bio after that, but we had to do measurements for the new SUPER UGLY AND DISGUSTING school uniform! >:/ Measurements were CRAP! And some extra assholes kept asking us to go away after taking our measurements. We're not even blocking the way. Bitches.. So, went up to AVA for Bio and a while later went toilet with ting while waiting for 3/1 students to come. After Bio went to Queensway for a while. Siti's butt was itchy when she was on the bus. She kept moving from seat to seat. LOL. Alight and went off. Walked around and was fooling around with Amel and Siti. Went home after that and fell asleep..

I didn't went to sch yest. Had MC! :D Had fun the day before with Ting and Shengjia. Went to Henry park after such a LOOONNGG time and had fun. Had headache after a while. Cam-whored and went to ting's house. Haha. That's when the fun begin. Cam-whored! After ting took her shower and shengjia had her lunch, went to ting's 1st floor and the fun starts! We were acting and did a music video. LOL. It was fucking hilarious ! Too bad we can't post it up due to reasons. LOL. Then ting's maid saw us. Haha. Her mum did too. XP Then we went up to her room and cam-whored like mad. It was the best time I had for such a long time. I really need that. :D Thanks girls! :)

YEAH! Gonna stay up late today and watch tv! There's lotsa shows tonight :D I hope tmr I can go shopping! Haha. Ok, I guess this is a really long post, so, I'll end here! Bye!

Chasing cars

2006-10-17T13:53:00.000+08:00

Had Bio lesson this morning. Came just in time but waited for the others to come. Waited 15 mins k! But we're not the last ones to arrive. Haha. DIdn't really listen during the lesson. Cons and I played while she was teaching. Haha. We're bored and had no mood to study! We were just waiting for the lesson to end. Went home with Shengjia. Cons asked me out but too lazy and I've not asked for my mum's permission, so, went home. Wanted to go to playground actually but I was already at my block, so, don't bother then. Reach home, change and watch tv. Was feeling sooo hungry! But gotta wait til 6+. :/ Haha. So, just slacked around. I wanna go shopping! I'm freaking bored..

I don't feel like going school this thurs for the amazing-whatever-thing. It's freaking long and I'm gonna wear out. If I'm not going, still gotta stay in school and waste my time there. Bleah!

Watched 'House of Carters' last night. I love that show! Haha. Couldn't sleep so watched tv. I actually intend not to sleep til it's time for my pre-dawn meal. But since there's school today, I sleep for like 2 hours? :)

Ok, I'm gonna go back to my tv and spend my time with it! Haha.

til death do us part..

Results are out!

2006-10-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

Results out today! I passed 4 subs and failed 3! It's better cos I've always been failing 4 subs and passed only 3. LOL.So, it's the other way round now. :) Oh! Passed POA! Like, finally. Haha. And I really did study! Bloody Tan don't believe me. Whatever ah! Did badly for Math. Again, whatever. I just hope that'll get promoted!

Shoot! There's Bio remedial tmr. Ahhh! I don't wanna go but must go. Bleh. I hope I'll wake up early tmr cos I'm planning to sleep late to watch tv. Haha. Thinking of going to Ting's house after that. But don't know yet..

Ohh! Take note of the song I've put on my blog. The lyrics are great! :D

I just hate it why you gotta make a big fuss over SUCH SMALL MATTERS! You don't gotta repeat the same old boring sentences y'know. It's so irritating. I don't wanna tolerate you anymore. And you said that if I'm interested to text you, I can text. But the thing is, I'm not. So, please understand. Stop repeating it a lot of times. I get what you're saying! UGH! I'm not bearing any grudges, eh, I do, a little bit cos I can't stand the way you treated me that time. If you wanna text me, go on. But don't be angry with me if I don't reply you. I've my reasons why.. So, I hope you geddit.

Ok, I'm off to watch tv. Sleep tight everyone! :}

Friday 13th

2006-10-13T20:07:00.000+08:00

Whee! Exams finally over :) But the bloody results next monday and I already fail 2 subs. :\ This is bad.. Oh well..

Had to wake up early morning to go to school for Bio. Purposely woke up late, shower and went to school. Got back Bio FT paper and failed, DUH! Whatever, I don't give a shit abt Bio. HEAR THAT?? :D Was dreaming a bit while she's explaining. Bleah, had lots of careless mistakes. After that went Holland with Shengjia. Bought magazines and went home. Had fun talking to her. Haha. Got home, shower, changed and watch tv. There's nothing interesting to watch though. So, went to read my magazines and fell asleep. Mum called asked to go out to buy clothes and I agreed. Got back to sleep. Forgot about going out w/ mum. Haha. She got home and was furious w/ me. Argued and was ok by evening. Hehe.

Ahh! I can't stop thinking of the worse! :{ I gotta be more optimistic man!

Couldn't take the blame.
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you're jaded.
You can't play the victim this time,
And you're too late.

New blog

2006-10-10T16:54:00.000+08:00

Helloooo! :D Okay, opened a new blog. Just for fun. :P Anyway, exams is gonna be over in two days time and results of exams like, in 6 days! Oooooh! -shivers- I know for sure I'm gonna fail what subjects. Lets hope it won't be more than 3. Sigh.. I hate this year's system. All because of merging, there's so much changes. I hate that!! :{ Oh well, there's nothing I can do anyway.

Prefects R.O.D this thursday. I don't wanna go cos I'm lazy but have to. Bleah. I hope it'll end fast and can go home fast! :D

Ok, I better finish my art. If not, I'm gonna be dead tmr. I'll update later! Ciao!